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Tuesday, October 5, 2010

this is me~~~i am this

as i’m the owner of this blog..my entries mestila all bout me…

maka..

sy nk bg ni..kepada sesiapa yg nk tau sy mcm ne..sila la bace..sbb sy dh pnat ‘exposed’ sy mcm ne..tp kamu x kenal2 lagi perangai sy

 

1st: i’m so frenly..i can be fren ngn sesapa je..tanpa mengenal bangse..agama..dan negara..x caye???

my CCEM frens..they all sgt lovable..it will be great if i can join the gathering tp slalu xde chance sbb i stuck kat tganu..haishhh

fong yi, me n amy..

abaikan muke ku yg cerah amat itu ye..

2nd: i’m so sweet..sweet in term of the way i carried my self in front of others..especially the new people..i suke wat muka ‘BUDAK BAIK’..sengih2..pastu org pon tegor2..xpon i yg x malu pg tegor2 org..muke mcm sgt menerima org lain dgn baik..so people x takot nk dkt ngn i..=)tp i start dlu ngn gals je k..guys yg nmpak sporting yes..tp seniors i x brani..opsss..nape ckp senior???hihi….yes..i ngn dia..bukan i yg start..kan yang??huhu…

 

3rd: i’m a kind-hearted person..sbb i mmg xkan sampai hati berkasar ngn org yg i syg..my parents..my bestfrens..my frens n whoever..i rela buat muka ‘i’m fine’ even kne marah oleh mereka daripada i marah them back..sbb bila i marah..i jd naga..which is not a good sign of transformation..=p

kat lab..form 5..ni semua bkn bdk kelas..i merayap pg kelas lain..hihi 

 

4th: sgt happy go lucky smpai budak2 junior ckp ‘akak ni mcm kawan la’..eh..of coz la..i mmg suke berkawan xkire la u all junior ke sebaye ke senior ke..i ON je..tp bila u all make a MESS..i jd LAWAN la plak..best kan??i suke ketawa..sengih2..gelak2..muke ni mcm xlengkap bila i senyum or sengih..smpaikan if i bad mood sket pon dh ade org tegor..obvious sgt ke muke bila aku bermasalah??dh cube cover ok…=)

 

 

5th: bila i nk sesuatu..i will get it by my own..x menggedik2 mintak kat boyfren or something like that..sbb i have a principle..i ade kaki..tangan n akal..which means i sempurna n able to ‘handle’ my self..i akan cari jalan sendiri to get what i want…senang..cepat or lambat i dpt tu dpends on me la..tp bila betul2 x mampu i akan merengek2 kat mama n abah..i want this..i want this…bila x dpat akan wat muke x puas hati..hishh…teroknye gadis ni..anda rase begitu???watever..she loves herself anyway….

 

6th: bila i marah..i akan luah satu persatu..dgn baik..salah..dgn sangat baik..tp isi penting je..tiada ayat2 sadis atau mintak simpati..isi penting tu akan berkisar knape marah..n ckp kat org yg jahat tu ..’u should leave’.. ‘we’re finished’.. ini contoh!!!!itu sahaje..if ade bukti kenape i marah..i akan ‘attach’ dgn baik..so..sng la org yg kne marah paham isi kandungan yg terkandung dlm otak i tentang dia..kan??

 

7th: i anggap semua org paham bahase sbb semua org pegi sekolah..tp ternyata i silap..sbb kite ade byk kategori bahase..yg kite blaja bahase melayu..english kat sekolah x same bila kite dh bsar ni..bahase perlu diperkaya dan diedit2 disana sini supaya semua org clear..sbb tu i rase rakyat malaysia patot hafal KAMUS DEWAN supaya tiada misunderstanding lagi dlm MALAYSIA ni..

 

8th: bila i syg sum1..means dia i punye..especially bila dia ‘established’ i sebagai dia punye..i x syok sendiri la..even org ckp i mcm tu..sbb slalu show off kat my blog..tp kan..ni kan my blog..nape nk tuduh2 ek??if i show off kat blog u tu baru la i ni show off..there’s no such things as show off kat blog sendiri k..haiyaa…ini mcm punye org pon wujud dlm dunia kan..lagipon mmg i INTENDED letak gmbr we all together2 supaya tiada lagi fitnah or ckp2 belakang..betapa murni la niat i ni..u all nk cemuh2..ish…in addition..i mmg jenis once syg i syg selamanye..cewah..yela..dh syg..i akan setia plus org lain kacau pon i dh x pndg..kecuali yg ngurat i tu ASHTON KUTCHER..hihi..tp nk wat mcm ne..hati ni dh dicuri oleh MOHD SYAFIQ kan..dun worry dear..u r my ashton..hihi

 

9th: once a month i akan jd monster/naga or something like that sbb i dh smpai TIME..beliau pon dh sgt phm..if i ngamuk tu mesti i akan/sedang mengalami sindrom itu..huhu..terima kasih sbb paham…yela..nk hidup bersama..1st thing kne tahan ialah pada saat2 genting itu la..i tend to merajok2 mengamok2 or diam je..tp kan..sbnrnye MASALAH slalu dtg bila i tgh on dat ‘phase’..maka bertambah2 la api yg kuar dri mulut naga..bukan mulut i..mulut naga k..hihi..

 

10th: i dont share my properties..i x share my parents..i x share my bestfren..i x share my boyfren..i x share smua yg i syg…sikap ni sgt NYATA mase one of my niece nk my BELOVED talking-‘DEAR’ doll..pham x??doll yg leh cakap ‘dear’..she wanted my doll n simply begging kat my abah n my abah said ‘amek la’…dun worry..i immediately jerit ‘NO!!!!!!its mine..totally mine!!!!!!’ bila my abah try to pujuk me..i trus UGUT nk lari dari rumah..lawak kan??nk lari..baru form 1 kot..nk lari kemane???haha…sengal..tp yg penting ugutan tu berjaya mempertahankan my doll from ‘walk away’ from my house..weeeee~~~~~sikap ni dari kecik lg i bwk smpai sekarang..no sharing2 brg2 kepunyaan i..n org2 kepunyaan i..dats it!!

 

11th: i love to buy present..this is my habit since school..tau la girls school..end of every year i akan beli hadiah for my bestfrens n akan bg kat diorg as a ‘memory land’..best sgt..even x dpt hadiah in return pon i puas hati..rase puas leh show how important they r in my life..n this habit i bwk smpai matrix..beli hadiah utk roommates..semua dpt hadiah yg same n i pon akan simpan 1 bende yg same tu..so dat we all ade bende yg sme..sweet x??ah..yg penting pd i sweet..haha…tp kat tganu ni i admit dat habit dh nk pupus..sbb tganu is a place yg sgt SUSAH to buy that adorable gift or present..nk cari teddy bear pon mcm nk kene sumpah seranah dlu baru jumpe..x bgos kan..sbb tu la i jd nage lately…tp still sempat bg adiah kat by BESTIE..SYA sbb i beli kat jb or somewhere else except tganu..am i too much in ‘describing’ tganu??sorry…n whoever yg pnah dpt hadiah from me kat tganu ni..jgn cari dat present kat sini to check the price sbb u’ll find nothing..buat penat je..=)

 

12th: i love jalan2..means makan angin or merayap2 by car..jalan kaki is considerable if cuaca indah n angin sepoi2 bahase..paham??good..i suke keluar mlm2..sbb sejuk n x berpeluh..n makeup x cair..its TRUE!!bila jalan2 with my bestie or frens i suke pg mkn2..shopping2..borak2.. tp bila ngn parents..level of shopping tu increase..sbb duit i JIMAT..huhu..n if jalan ngn parents mesti jalan2 yg jauh..bukan kat tmpat yg i x suke..if jalan2 ngn boyfren..i suke pg mane2 je..asalkan dia ade di sisi..haha..statement gedik..xla..i mean bila jalan2 ngn dia mcm jln2 ngn frens gak cumenye frens tu pompuan dia laki..eh..tu je ke bezanya?????tettttt……….=P

 

13th: i suke makan..sgt suke makan..i love CHOCS..semua yg ade chocs i telan..hot choc drinks..chocs blended..choc cake..n all!!!sgt teruja..i love secret recipes..i love Mc-D’s burgers..i love KFC’s chicken..i love all masakan JOHOR..asam pedas n semua tu…sambal belacan(tipu..baru belajar suke mkn sbb BELIAU suke mkn ni..hihi) tp x suke kueh2 tradisional yg manis2..tidak!!!i x mkn yg manis2 sgt..dats y i x suke makanan kelantan or yg manis2 from pantai timur..

 

14th: i love flowers..tp juz love tgk..tp bukan hias2 kat umah segala..serabot!!!i love pink roses..white roses..lily..tulips..n semua yg comel n wangi..love yg hidup bukan plastik..sbb sy x suke org yg plastik yg spastic..sy suke org yg REAL bersikap mcm manusia sejati..eh..cam lari topic je..oppsss…

 

15th: i love to talk which i dun have to tell..sbb really obvious how talkative i am kan..tp i suke cakap bila perlu je..n i ckap bende yg penting je k..even for those yg dgr mcm rase i talk rubbish..sbnrnye yg rubbish2 tu i xluah lagi..if luah..mau non-stop i ckp..24-7..nk???haha..i tend to byk cakap ngn org yg i selesa..org yg i syg..n org yg i perlu ckp mcm lecturer yg tnya soalan which i kne jawab..xkn nk diam kan..huhu..tp bila i pnat ckp..i akan pakse org yg jd pendengar tu ckp plak…switch la plak kan..tp bila i dh ade idea nk ckp..org yg tgh ckp tu kne stop..it’s my turn!!!haha..this always happen between my boyfren n me..cian dia..nnt mcm berebut nk ckp..i slalu dengki kat dia..tp dlm hati sbnrnye i nk je dgr..even citer tu sbnrnye dia dh cite dlu..i wat2 mcm xtau pape n excited..oppsss..kantoi lak..sbb i suke dgr cite dia n his voice..shhhhhhh..jgn bgtau dia k..hihi..

 

16th: i mmg manje..undeniable..sgt manje ngn my parent..terlalu..phewww..mmg nk ngaku manje la ni..tp dgn my parents je..hmm..ok2..jujur..manje ngn mama, abah n beliau..tp i manje bila perlu k..bukan sengaja manje..kadg2 beliau yg pakse manje..haha..ntah pape kan..yela..beliau lebih rela i manje ngn beliau daripada dgn org lain..maka..i akan manje berlebih2an la bila beliau suruh..weee~~besh2…

 

17th: i suke dok umah…stay at home doing nothing is my fav activity..tabiat syg pada umah ni amatlah disukai oleh beliau sbb beliau yakin i xkan merayap2 n i xkn kuar ngn laki lain..kan??=p  i suke jugak kemas2 rumah..masak2..hmm..2 tabiat ni baru2 ni je menjadi fav sbb i dh besar n i dh boleh jdi isteri org..i kne conquer rumah supaya i tau nk jage umah tangge i nnt..cewah..that’s the spirit gal!!!!hihi

 

18th: i suke jd VIP…contohnye jd org penting kat umah..skola..PLKN..matrix..u..johor..malaysia n x mustahil DUNIA!!!huhu..tinggi benar angan2 tu..sbnrnye since school i suke jd org penting..org yg handle program..org yg lead meeting..org yg bg arahan..org yg terima arahan…SEMUA i suke…sbb leh dpt baju baru(baju program), elaun, n yg penting JALAN2…ingat i dpt pg BALI aritu nape?mestila pasal join program kan…kan besh..leh makan angin..tmbh cop kat passport i..weee~~besh2…sbb tu la niat i pg mane2..mesti nk outstanding..x byk..skit pon jadi la…pelik???or rase i over/gedik???no!!!my Girl Guides teacher, Miss Low always said..wherever u go u must make sure people know that u r EXIST…mcm motto Girl Guides ‘ONCE A GUIDE, ALWAYS A GUIDE’..mmg dh sgt sebati dgn diri ni kot..maka i mmg mcm ni..kene la terima kan..jgn salahkan i sbb i mcm ni..salahkan teacher i..hihi

ajk tertinggi pandu puteri 2003

miss low tu yg kat tgh..i love u teacher!!! 

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19th: x pandai tipu..bila tipu mesti kantoi..try gak tipu mama..mase form 2..singgah KFC kat Holiday Plaza after program..skali dat nite tercerita betapa sedapnya ayam yg dimakan td kat mama…oppsss…mama said.. ‘awk mmg xkn berjaya tipu mama’..mcm dh kne cursed kan..scary tol..huhu..n bukan stakat ngn mama..i mmg x pandai tipu even dgn beliau..bila i try tipu said i’m ok..he can tell that i’m not ok..alamak…he got me la..so..baek i berterus terang je kan..sbb tu la i sgt straight forward..xyah la pusing2…wat pusing pale je..hihi..nk majuk..ngaku je..=P

 

20th: i suke msg2..SMS..my fav..i suke call..i suke org call..sbb tu la keypad hp mcm nk tercabot..hihi..inbox sgt penuh..beribu2 msg sbb syg nk delete..ah..poyo…mcm la xleh ganti msg tu ngn new msg kan???topic pon x lari..same je..haha..beliau paham i sgt x boleh bila x msg dlm sehari..tp i EGO..i wont start if beliau x start..selfish????xla..i saje je..konon2 bz sgt la siang kan pg class..ptg mesti beliau start..xpon pesanan suruh lunch n short msg yg sgt sweet di pagi hari dari beliau..itu utk siang la..mlm boleh msg pnjg2..yes..i SUKE!!!!everyday call n msg..tu mmg tuntutan..sounds like i ni gedik/over/annoying ke???xpe..beliau paham nape i mcm ni..i mmg kaki SMS since form 2..so..normal la tabiat ni msih kekal..tp i bukan org yg memaksa org msg i k..bila org tu rase perlu msg..silakan..n plus beliau nk msg sape lagi kan???=P bende ni naturally happen k..i x suruh dia..bila dh syg..natural la kan bende ni jadi..=)

 

21st: when i cry..n i said..i really wish u’d  just disappear from my eye sight..from my head..just disappear fully..do i really meant dat???NO!!i x maksudkan itu.pls go..means pls stay..tp nowadays..this 'theory’ is not applicable kat semua situation..as a women..i kne ade PRIDE..sbb i sgt special..biarkan dia pergi..bila dia kembali..jgn totally terima..sbb as 4 me..i bukan jenis yg senang LUPA..semua MEMORY tersemat KEMAS..kronologi cerita sgt tersusun..maka..jgn bermain dgn naga..i mmg bukan org yg senang maafkan org..sbb tu dun play with my heart..once broken..u r considered as gone..takot??yes…usually org yg wat i nanges akan takot bila i announce ‘u may go now’..i x ikat org..walaupun itu yg org ckp psl i..i dun care bout other people ckp2 bout me..i know i mcm mne..org yg simply said tu ade kat tmpat i ke???

 

22nd: i hanya la ordinary gal yg ada hati..telinga..mata..mulut seperti anda semua...i mcm ni pon bkn sbb i nk i mcm ni..semua ni dh tertulis dan ape yg i wat insyaAllah..utk kebaikan semua..sbb tu la..bila ade org ckp pasal i..i tenang je..kutuk la..marah la..sbb ape yg berlaku dlm idup i..i x mintak..i ikot flow…setiap pertemuan dan perpisahan semua bersebab..bukan simply i nk tu i nk ni..i x mintak org paham i..coz i know it’s hard to understand me...i org yg ade prinsip hidup yg hanya i sorg yg phm..n i xbgtau kat org lain..no one knows..tp bila dh smpai satu tahap where i have to ‘launch’ my action..barulah anda sedar who i am for real..

22 things about me..cukup utk kenal i??maybe..maybe not..tq sudi bace..penat??sorry..mood nk type sgt tinggi..sbb tu pnjg..=)

sape yg xleh terima i..boleh beredar..sbb xkan anda suke nk bce blog i if u x suke i kan??org yg stay ngn i hanyalah org yg terima i n syg i..itu sje..

simple order..tp i mmg complicated actually..=P

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