2010~~in memories…

well..today is the end of the 2010..

ape ade tahun ni??

macam2 ada!!

semuanya aku anggap indah sbb walau pahit mcm ne pon..aku bersyukur ending tahun ni sgt membahagiakan..

starting 2010 with a tears will never be forgotten..tp as time goes by thru this year..everything seems to be perfect!

tears change to laugh..

down change to cheers..

me change to ‘newly strong IZEN’..

if ade org tanye ape perkara terindah berlaku tahun ni..

aku jawab, ‘Dicemuh..difitnah..dikeji..’

yes..

itu indah.. sbb itu semua aku jd seperti sekarang..

lebih tenang..lebih matang..lebih kuat..

semua ni pon sbb aku mmg ade pendirian yg sgt tinggi..i believe in what i’m doing..

i believed this is the best thing happened in my life..

if not..i won’t have a special memories before leaving Terengganu for good..

yes..its all about Terengganu..huhu..

tp the only thing yg berubah tahun ni..

i don’t trust people mcm dulu..

i used to be a girl yg trust others wont betray me..

tp sebenarnye bukan semua org kenal aku n bukan semua org suke tgk aku bahagia..

jd..aku akan lebih berhati2..=)

even org ckp aku dh cerita semua kat blog ni..masih lagi tersimpan byk rahsia yg aku tau x baik diexposed kerana ia akan humiliating many people..=)

 

biar la kite been humiliated..

drpd kite humiliating others..=)

 

Good bye 2010..

Welcome 2011..

strong =2010

stronger =2011

 

meh nk share pix sepanjang 2010

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practical time..

my Industrial Training report submitted to Quality Control Manager..

 

meeting my old fren after almost 5 years x jumpe!

 

having great time with 1st sem juniors making ‘dadih’..

with my Product Development group…=)

product launching day!!

 

he’s my only sunshine..=) sunflowers on his graduation day!

 

pesta konvo with Mr Sunshine..=)

 

on Bakery Day with beloved juniors!

got Bday Cake from Sya..=)

 

faculty annual dinner..=)

 

meeting Ain when dtg kedah recently..=)

my FYP getting started~~~

 

 

 

dear 2010,

thank u for the moments..precious moments..u r the best..but still..we need to improve..add more ‘application’ and learn more..dun stop learning..

life is too short..i have to leave u..i have to move step forward to 2011..

more challenges waiting..more happiness offers..

more experiences to gain..

more stories to be written..

 

more smiles with more strengths...

 

love u, 2010!!

thanks a bunch!!

i’m the SUCCESSFUL babysitter…=)

balik umah je dpt kesempatan jd IBU..

yeayyy!!

main ngn budak2 mmg besh..tp this time mmg tiring sbb she’s very active..

i hv to feed her, mandikan dia, tukar diapers, buat susu, tdokan dia..WOW!!

i’m the MOMMY la..

hihi..but only for 2 days..her mom ade kursus..

best la layan dia..dulu my cousin said muke dia ade iras muke i mase kecik..

yela..mse kecik je i comel..skang??tetttt…tidak!!

haha..

meh tgk ZULAIKHA..she’s going to be 2 years old soon..

rabbit teeth..=)

she’s learning how to be the housewife later..huhu..

sleeping~~eh..smiley pillow pon ade..hihi..

very adorable!!

best kan ade baby..=)

bapak polisi sgt baek hati~~

eh..apsal tetibe aku nk puji PDRM??

aku nk kawen ngn polis ke?

bapak mertua aku polis??

huhu..

xdela..

sebagai rakyat malaysia..kite kne la menghargai mereka yg byk membantu dlm menjage keamanan negara kan?

cewah..

tp mmg aku suke tgk polis..jumpe polis..ckp ngn polis..haha

sengalnye hobi..

polis kan baik..aku ingt lagi raye lepas aku bg 1 balang biskut raye yg totally semua aku buat..aku bg kat polis trafik yg bertugas jage traffic kat Jln Skudai tu..

see!!

polis trafik mmg feveret aku..

diorg jage jln x bg jam..

diorg ade wisel n uniform yg suci..huhu

tp baru2 ni aku nk ucapkan terima kasih lagi kepada polis traffic..

nape??

sbb telah mengurang beban yg ditanggung oleh mama..

huwaa…

RM660!!!

helo..

if bg aku leh beli baju dgn byk..n leh g jalan2 secara kerap..

*wink*

tp disebabkan kebaikan hati kaum mereka..RM660 tu telah ‘diconvert’ jd RM360..huhu

semua ni kerana kekhilafan di jalan raye..

huhu..

 

4 saman..

2 traffic obstruction = RM60

2 speeding = RM600 ***after discount= RM300

speeding tu tau x bile?

mase my parents anta me daftar masuk U n lg satu mase blik dr Tganu..huhu

hebat kan??

haha..

papepon..

line queue kat kaunter bayar saman SUMPAH panjang..

mase ni aku rase semangat 1 MALAYSIA dapat dipupuk..

nape??

semua kaum, bangse dan agame bersatu hati membayar saman…

huhu..

bgosla rakyat MALAYSIA..

sahut seruan kerajaan..

cayalah!!!

 

 

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happy new year

selamat tahun baru..

aku invincible sebentar..

sbb nk menyucikan blog ni..nk bersihkan semua kekotoran atau ape2 yg x sedap di bace or di lihat..

harap2 tahun baru ni..n tahun mendatang aku akan jd manusia yg lebih baik dari semua segi..aku nk buktikan yg aku mampu berhijrah..

tp erti penghijrahan tu hanya aku yg tau..ape yg aku berhijrah pon hanya aku yg tau..semua ni melalui hati yg suci..kan? =)

tp dikesempatan ni..aku nk mohon maaf kepada semua umat islam..umat manusia di dunia ini yg mengenali aku..aku tau aku byk buat salah..

harap2 tahun baru lembaran baru di buka..buku lame letak dlm library..jadikan rujukan masa depan..buku baru haruslah lebih berkualiti..cover page n title juga haruslah lebih indah..insyaAllah…aminn..

aku berdoa semua impian dan hajat di hati akan dimakbulkan Allah..akan mendapat keredhaanNya..

jika buku lama aku penuh dgn luka2, air mata, benci, jiwa kacau..aku harap sgt2 buku baru aku akan dihiasi dgn senyuman, kasih syg, ketenangan dan kerahmatan..dan diakhiri dgn kebahagiaan..lebih baik dari tahun sebelumnya..namun aku tetap bersyukur dgn apa yg aku lalui tahun lalu..pahit tp indah di akhirnya..

aku hanya memerlukan sedikit perubahan yg akan mengubah seluruh hidupku..yes..akan berlaku..cume menanti masa yg sesuai..

YA ALLAH..bantulah aku membuat keputusan..keputusan yg tepat..keputusan yg terbaik utk aku dan org lain..

jika kepahitan tetap perlu dtg..aku redha..namun..berilah aku kekuatan dari dalam diri ku..aku sgt lemah..dekatkanlah aku kepada Mu..lindungilah aku dari bisikan syaitan dan hasad dengki manusia..

amin ya rabbal ‘alamin..

 

new hopes

new dreams

new challenges

new paths

new choices

new attitudes

new ways of thinking

new strengths

new spirits

new passions

new determinations

new me

MAHA 2010~~perasaan penuh dgn semangat agriculture..=P

baik..supposedly..my FYP sudah bermula..

tetapi..

i miss my home..(over kan..siap berhomesick segala..padahal study week kat umah..hii)

aku terpakse melupakan niat suci nk jumpe asil n min this weekend..sorry guys..jiwa ku meronta2..=P

hanya kerana cinta..

poyo..x..aku nk g MAHA..hello..i pg last 2 years punye kan..so nk g la this year punye..tp mcm susah sgt..byk halangan..x tau nk settle mcm ne..

dgn berkat bijak membuat muka baik,kesian dan comel..aku, sya n CT pg jumpe our beloved supervisor, Dr John minta tangguh start project..tp sbnarnye masing2 mmg ade alasan masing2..

sya nk jumpe his brother..coming back for holidays from AU, ct ade hal peribadi plus nk pg MAHA with frens, aku?? hmm..nk g MAHA gak!!x kire!!haha..plus homesick..yes..final year doesn’t means ur homesick thing tu hilang ok!!makin menebal dlm diri kot!

plan A:

pg MAHA ngn sya..sya ikot me g umah my aunt kat putrajaya then happy2…then balik umah masing2 dgn selamat

 

plan B:

pg la sorg2..jln sorg2..wat muke sedih sape nk teman..haha..tipu!!
pg ngn sesape yg leh anta aku g MAHA n layan semangat aku nk jalan sampai hitam..=)

 

plan C:

x yah pg..blik jb trus..nanges2 smpai pinjam mata panda..bkak website MAHA…register jd visitor..x dpt pg dpt register poyo2 pon jadilah..

 

FINALLY!!

yes..plan B menjadi pilihan with additional value..huhu..he’s coming too!!setelah almost 3 months x jumpe..haishh..rindu kot!!alhamdulillah..kite merancang..ALLAH melancarkan..=)

 

2 december 2010

sampai Putrajaya at 5.30am..my aunt amek..kebetulan my other aunt n uncle was there too..so apelagi..pg MAHA with mereka bertiga..=)parking for visitors giler jauh..aku pon cam ala2 malas nk jalan n wat tindakan ‘kamikaze’..haha..kitorg parking kat exhibitors punye parking lot..kitorg xde stickers pon..tp ntah nape org yg jage tu bg masuk..haha..layan je la..

so park kete dh dkat..leh jalan dgn bahagia..starts with HALL D..hall makan2 dgn byk..yes..my aunties n uncle suke la kan..tp aku x mampu teman mereka lame2..aku harus meminta diri..utk menjelajah seluruh pelusok MAHA bersama dia..yes DIA..

pergilah aku berjalan2..if dulu aku pg booth2 yg berkenaan ngn FOOD TECH shj..this time kne bagi2..he was really into agriculture thingy..and i pon of course ikot je..tetibe mcm tertukar course..haha..

tp best la..tmbah ilmu kan..tetibe mcm sgt berminat dgn tissue culture, oil palm, & semua psl agriculture..especially aquaculture..=)

kelah lah..arowana lah..ketam with soft shell la..

akibat keramaian orang..xde la org layan sgt nk explain segala..tp aku dh ade ‘tukang terang’..hihi…aku tanye dia je..mesti dia jawab..wah!!hebat lah!!haha..cepat blanje..syg puji nih!! ;-)

kali ni best sgt sbb aku pg jalan2 ngn dia..pg jumpe lembu2..kambing2..kerbau2..i love them all..wow!!hebat lah MAHA sbb dh wat aku cam minat ngn bende2 ni..=)

if ade org nk tnye ape bende baru yg aku dpt about FOOD tech..jwpan aku simple je.. ‘sy dh round semua..sy makan semua choc..termasuk choc cake yg diletak dlm cup ‘yogurt’ with choc topping..sedap!!!eh..bout food tech..owh..ade mcm2..tp sy x berpeluang mendalami kerana kekangan masa dan minat yg mendalam terhadap agriculture..’

jawapan yg sgt sengal dan patot di beri markah 0!!!!

tp mmg benar pon..aku x tau byk sgt..yg plg best aku ternampak satu product yg xkn aku mkn.. ‘SOS NENAS KELI’..keli????

nnt kite wat product lain seperti ‘SOS NENAS HARUAN’..hihi..mampukah aku mkn ikan2 jenis ini??

well..spending time ngn dia smpai almost 3pm mmg like heaven..eh..x..i means..sgt happy..walaupon peluh keluar bergallon2..nape??

sbb we both jln dari area livestock tu blik ke area HALL mmg sgt giler jauh..ni semua disebabkan queue nk naik tram or bus sgt panjang n mcm ular kne palu..berliku2…haha..

jd kami berjalan smbil menikmati pemandangan indah..yes..sgt penat..sgt!tp mcm x terase..sbb..hehe..

plus..tmpat yg aku nk sgt pg aku dpt pegi b4 he sent me off to pangkuan my aunt’s..masih berpangku lg ok! =)

after dat..dia pon pulang ke pangkuan adek beradek terchenta..=)

after all..2 dec 2010 mmg historical day..very indah..very awesome..very the!!tp x leh la lame2 sgt bersame..keluarga wajib diutamakan..=)

ok..oleh kerana masa bersama sekejap..around 4 hours..huhu..gmbr yg di'snapped’ pon x byk..aku je la yg posing2..mcm biase..=)

 

posing kat green house yg dia buat..=)

 

terengganu pavilion..

perak pavillion

johor pavillion
 
pintu gerbang nenas..=)

with the kerbau..nk tau beza kerbau n lembu..tgk muke diorg..lain..itulah jwpan dia mase aku tnye ape beza them both..hihi

lembu ni panas..cian dia..mcm aku gak..panas giler kot..peluh giler2..

 

tips: sila dptkan MAP supaya anda x sesat dan tau bape jauh anda kene jalan bila tram/bas penuh..anda perlu bawa air mineral kerana kamu akan dehydrated..itu pesan dia..=) bawalah payung kerana sgt panas atau hujan akan mencurah..bila panas..muke anda akan gelap..kesannye..sila refer muke sy bersama lembu dan kerbau..huhu..bila ade map juge..anda boleh rase atau berangan macam kat oversea..tgk peta..mcm mane ea nk pg tmpt tu..tmpt ni..naek ape ea??tram station kat mne ea??mcm2 lah..semua kat map..n comel je bila stop kejap sbb nk tgk peta..how cute!!mcm treasure hunt tau!!hihi

 

perasaan: sgt gmbire bersama aunties n uncle..tq to them sbb layankan ur niece yg sgt ngade2 ni..buat u all tunggu kat seminar hall sbb i need some time utk berjalan pulang..tq to abg’s fam..we met again..hope to meet again sometime..xdpt jumpe si comel, nani n hasya..next time k!!

orait..MAHA..kamu best!!tq for ur existence..=)

i feel it..

Instead of feeling anger and hurt, I pity those people who tried to talk at my back. Those people who gives effort in putting dirt on me. Those people who puts too much effort in spreading their lies. Those people with nothing else to do but to argue with someone. I pity them because I never thought they'll end up that way... I feel sad about this. Not because I am affected in a way that I wanted to fight back, but instead I feel sad for them because they had to stoop down their level just to put dirt on people. I feel sorry for you guys.

LOVE is

• when you wake up, he is already on your mind. 
• when you lost your heart, he is all that you can find. 
• when you want to be the one to dry his eyes. 
• when you want to be the one to dry his eyes. 
• when you want to listen to all his whims and woes. 
• when you want him to take care everywhere he goes. 
• when he calls you, your heart goes a flutter. 
• when you see him, “I love you…” you silently stutter. 
• when you tell the world that you love him so. 
• when you’ve told the world, but he doesn’t know. 
• when you know you’ll still love him when he’s lost his hair. 
• when your eyes light up when you see him there. 
• also when you hear your heart break when he held hands with her. 
• also when you crumbled as you hear them say that it will last forever. 
• also when you cry inside yet smile outside when they say hi to you. 
• also when you held your breath and said, “How do you do?” 
• also when you let him go, you know he is happy now. 
• also when you know you’ll get over him somehow. 
• also when his happiness is what matters to you. 
• also when you let him love her, and not love you too. 
• when you’ll still love him…and still, he’ll never know. 
• when you’ll swallow the pain and slowly let go.

its killing me..

I MISS U SO MUCH

I miss fighting with you. It may sound weird, but it was part of our life, and like I said, I miss everything. Man, we fought. You were fun to fight with though, when you got mad, your vein would make its grand appearance. I miss the way you’d clench your whole body up and look soooo angry and mean but I was not scared because I knew even though you were mad at me at the time, you wouldn’t be later. I miss knowing that no stupid fight could tear us apart. You never wanted me to leave after a fight. And you would never let me go to bed angry. No matter how angry you were at me, I was still your main concern. I miss your apologies and the way you accepted my apologies. I miss that underneath the superficial reason we were angry, we loved each other enough to talk it out and let it go right away.

I miss your laugh. I miss your contagious smile. I miss how silly and random you were, we were, together. I miss you getting mad at me because I laugh for hours over a joke that makes no sense to anyone but me. Or even if it did make sense, it was lame.

I miss how you made everything better. You made me a better person, and my life made sense with you in it. I miss that no matter what the problem was, you could fix it. I miss that you wouldn’t allow any thing or any one to get me down, ”Don’t let that bitch bother you baby.” I miss you making me happy when I thought I was hitting a low. I miss that you could never fail to make me smile. I miss you fixing things, and I am counting on you to help me get through this, because without you, I don’t know if I can do it.

I miss you and I love you more than any word could express. :)

Lia & Man’s Wedding

Yesterday

14.11.2010

pg wedding my fren kat Ayer Baloi, Pontian

nk wat pengakuan

1st time aku pg wedding kawan aku yg both pengantin aku kenal

DAN

aku jd saksi pertemuan mereka

BOTH OF THEM KWN AKU KAT PLKN

dulu dorg ni suke gadoh

xleh dekat

aku kire geng ngn LIA..

MAN lak mmg ngam ngn aku..

dia ni kire ganas la kat sane..

biaselah lelaki

perang mulut ngn pompuan tu normal la

tp aku ok je ngn MAN

pada aku dia BAIK

n LIA plak TERSANGAT BAIK

=)

bila dgr dorg dh tunang mse contact blik ngn dorg

TERKEJUT

well

itulah jodoh

kdg2 yg dpn mate tula jodoh yg t’baik utk kite

best2!!

dh 4 tahun x jumpe dorg

so

aku excited la nk pg wedding dorg ni

 

niat hati nk pg bersama CINTA

tp bila dipikirkan balik

MUAR-JB-PONTIAN-JB-MUAR

kau ingat dia ROBOT???
x sanggup aku susahkan dia demi melepaskan rindu..

plus

skrg musim hujan..bahaye..

finally..

pg ngn MAMA n ABAH

 

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present buat mereka~~

 

posing sorg2..berdua lebih baik tp apakan daya..ahh..sudah la kau!hee~~

 

ni dia MAN..cayalah..aku bangge ngn kau..LIA ckp ngn aku kau romantik!!huhu

acara baling gula2 n duet..aku dpt 50sen n sebijik gula2..huhu

 

sempat posing atas pelamin after wat muke kesian kat MAN..pastu MAN panggil suh naek..
TQ MAN..if ko x panggil kitorg yg comel ni..siap la ko..nseb bek ko panggil..hee~~

 

gmbr aku n anis..kitorg la antara saksi pertemuan mereka..

xlame lg anis punye turn plak..=)

insyaAllah..ur wedding..aku dtg dgn CINTA..

who’s next???

ramainye KAWEN thun ni..

obses baby???yes!!

aku obses ngn baby

sgt2

ok

now

aku obses ngn baby ni

comel???

 

 

 

4 months old

 

sleeping beauty..dh mcm ayam daging..huhu

 

(7 months old)

 

muka baik je..

(2 years old)

(10 months old)

 

 

mulut mesti nganga eh?

(8 months old)

 

(3 years old)

 

pose di tepi pantai with swimming suit..

(2 years old)

 

 

 

(2 years old)

 

eh..

dia berani ngn ayam la..

dh besar dia berani x???

tgk sini..

dia xleh duduk atas ayam lagi..

leh pegang je..

huhu

sekarang

aku obses ngn diri sendiri

giler

aku x mampu berpaling darinya..=)

sape yg mampu tahan diri x tgk ciptaan ALLAH ni..

bukan ikan ye..itu dh di share..

ni nk share lg satu anugerah ALLAH..

COMEL!!!

ADORABLE!!!

falisya az-zahra

2 months and a half

dulu dukung dia mse she’s only 10 days old..

dia adek AFIF..

both r my cuzen’s children

 

 

 

ye

aku obses dgn baby!!!

yes

i am